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[personal profile] liveasmyself 2017-01-17 09:04 pm (UTC)(link)
"Not yet."

She just out her chin and gives him a pointed look. "I'm listening if you have any good ideas."

Aside from shooting down mine is the implied finish to that sentence.
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[personal profile] liveasmyself 2017-01-17 10:17 pm (UTC)(link)
Ray scrambles to her feet and stumbles backwards a few paces, holding the journal up in front of her as if it could be a shield.

"W-wait, why? I didn't do anything to you!"

She didn't, did she? Even when he attacked her she didn't try to hurt him in return.

(Not like she did before, though the thought vanishes from her head nearly as soon as she thinks it.)

"I tried to help you!"
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[personal profile] liveasmyself 2017-01-17 11:06 pm (UTC)(link)
Ray takes another step back until she feels her shoe hit the lip of the surface they're on. If she falls off, she's sure she'll die. It's a gamble, but if she talks fast--

"B-but it wasn't just me! What about everybody else back there? Please!"

A sick, twisting feeling creeps into her stomach when she realizes that he could've done anything while she was unconscious--maybe he did kill everyone on his way here.
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[personal profile] liveasmyself 2017-01-19 04:27 am (UTC)(link)
That's answer enough. Ray's stomach feels like it's dropping to the ground--she has to do something.

It seems stupid, of course, but the alternative is surely falling off the roof. So she ducks down low and runs toward him, aiming to try and run right beneath him. With his reach, she doubts it'll work, but maybe she can surprise him enough that he won't react. It's her only chance.
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[personal profile] liveasmyself 2017-01-20 04:38 am (UTC)(link)
Ray would scream, but the force of the shove and the fall knock the breath right out of her. She hits the ground.

...And wakes up in a temple. It's not like the ones she's seen at home, but the basic idea behind it seems recognizable enough. Waking up

She picks herself up and starts walking. It seems that she has a second chance here, and she should take it. Maybe here she can finally have the place where she can ignore the past and simply live out her life...

A few days later, she's searching the shops for provisions again. She's had some time to get established and start a routine, but there's still a lot about the city that she's exploring. She inspects a strange can as she steps out of the shop; slim pickings, but at least she found something.
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[personal profile] liveasmyself 2017-01-21 03:22 pm (UTC)(link)
Ray freezes when she sees his face. Whatever form he's in, she's not going to forget him any time soon. Her voice catches in her throat, and all she can force out is, "Y-you! You..." You killed me, you jerk!

If she retreats into the store, it'll be a dead end. Ray's not much of a fighter; she prefers indirect means or running away. But she's cornered, and she doesn't want it to end like it did last time--so she throws the can at him.

It falls short, but it's the thought that counts, right?
liveasmyself: (Angry)

[personal profile] liveasmyself 2017-01-21 03:36 pm (UTC)(link)
So that's ineffective. Her eyes flick around looking for another weapon, but she comes up short. At least she knows she'll still come back if she dies, she thinks with resignation. But she doesn't want to do that again!

The thought--and having the person responsible for it in front of her--have her straighten her back and unconsciously broaden her shoulders.

She's scared, sure. She's mad too.

"Yeah, because you killed me! What was that for?!"
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[personal profile] liveasmyself 2017-01-21 06:53 pm (UTC)(link)
The bald explanation catches her off guard--that's what he wanted?

"But..." She blinks and sets her jaw. She doesn't want to whimper--it feels better to be angry. "I didn't do anything to you. I tried to help you. So why?"

It feels strangely unfair, like her parents fighting, like Wei dying. She's sick of it.

She recalls something else too, and now both of her hands ball into fists. "And you made me lose the book list, too! That could get even more people killed if somebody finds it!"
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[personal profile] liveasmyself 2017-01-21 07:38 pm (UTC)(link)
If she weren't so wrapped up in the list now, she'd be offended by his first remark. As it is, she notes jerk in her mind and moves on.

She shakes her head. Her shoulders loosen, but not in relaxation. "It has prohibited reading on it. You should know how dangerous that stuff is."

Doesn't everybody live in a rigorously censored world?

"It's not mine."
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[personal profile] liveasmyself 2017-01-21 07:54 pm (UTC)(link)
If anything, she'd been afraid of an accusation that the list was hers and that she was a communist. The thought that someone would think she stole it comes as a shock to her. Her hands fly up, as if for protection.

"I didn't steal it! It was--my friend--" She shakes her head. Wei? Why is she thinking of him right now? "I just found it in the school. I was going to turn it in."
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[personal profile] liveasmyself 2017-01-21 08:01 pm (UTC)(link)
"I..." She trails off and looks away to the side. She's unwilling to think too hard on what would happen.

Exasperation enters her voice. Why does this guy ask these questions, anyway? Everybody knows this stuff. "...You really don't get it? If someone thinks you're a commie, you're in trouble."
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[personal profile] liveasmyself 2017-01-21 08:33 pm (UTC)(link)
"We don't have many of them where I'm from either. They're on the mainland."

For all her patriotism as a kid, she doubts that there are too many real communists in her country.

"They're..." She bites her lip. They're bad, they're evil, they're saboteurs... That's what people like Instructor Bai say. But she's never learned too much else about them. "The people who live on the mainland. A lot of the people in my country used to live there, but they chased us off. You've really never heard of them?"

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